My closet, myself
Several years ago, I looked at my closet. It was a mess, everything in disarray. I couldnít find anything. I didnít know where to begin to sort it out. My closet seemed a reflection of me. I was a mess, at a loss. Where and how could I begin to change things?
Then I found Al‑Anon. I began to realize that the clutter in my closet reflected the clutter in my mind. I couldnít sort things through. At meetings, I learned I didnít have to do everything at once, whether in cleaning my closet or in straightening out my thoughts.
I could take baby steps. I started with my shoes. There they were, that one great-looking pair. The downside was the pain they caused me when I wore them. I had to give them away. Some people in my life were also causing me pain. Al‑Anon taught me I could rethink those relationships and, in the end, do what was best for me.
Next, I looked at my clothes, many of which were not a good fit. I could donate what wasnít working for me anymore and keep what made me feel good. I learned in Al‑Anon if a situation didnít feel right, I could make a change. When I changed the way I looked at things I could make a better decision.
As I cleaned out my closet, I could find things more easily. At the same time, my mind was getting more organized. When my side of the closet looked pretty good, I started to take inventory of my husbandís side, but in Al‑Anon I learned I could only change myself.
Now my closet is neat most of the time. Sometimes I fall back I into old habits and it gets a little messy. I realize that life can be messy; it is matter of seeking ďProgress not Perfection.Ē So, I continue to go to meetings, read literature, practice the Steps and Traditions, speak to others in the program, and do service. By practicing my program, I have found serenity and have a really nice closet as well.
By Arlene L., Florida
The Forum, April 2017
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